Merry Christmas

It's.

Here.

Christmas, Holidays, New Year, FINALLY HERE! 

Even though I am writing this AFTER the Holiday, still gonna!

This year the Christmas Holiday wasn't a hyperactive, gift hunting, money wasting Holiday, it was more like a, chill, loving, friendly, warm Holiday.

For the fact that most of our money went to Rajah and my computer, we didn't buy each other super expensive and big stuff, but we still managed to have a great time.

Our family friend has invited us for dinner on Christmas Eve, so we went there and it was pretty sweet.

There were a lot of people, and for me in a big crowd is sometimes really scary!

 

We ate A LOT.
Pretty sure I gained some pounds!

This year was pretty much a PJ Christmas.
Everyone got PJs!

I got like, 3 pairs!

 After getting a fluffy sweater for my auntie, I decided to get one too!
They were just tooooo adorable!

  

I really wanted these pjs, I was asking them from mum and she got 'em for me!

 

I am a total sucker for footsies, they are warm and adorable!!

The ones on the right were given to me by our family friend, the ones on the left were gifted from my mum. 

She was running around the shop trying to find these, but unfortunately they were sold out. She spoke with the worker and mum said she saw the footsies on the mannequin and she asked if it was possible to get them off the mannequin and be sold, and now I have them! Thanks to mum! 

She lied to me though! She said ''sorry honey they were sold out!''

And I remember them still being on the mannequin, but when she told me they were sold out, I went to that shop and I saw that the socks were not on the mannequin anymore! When I opened it in the box, I got freaking happy! Mum still knows how to surprise me!

 Of course, I had to buy some pjs for myself too, because I know I needed new ones, I just didn't know I'll be getting so much! 

 So when mum was finished packing the gifts, there was this huuuuuuuuge packages for me.
Mum said ''you're going to be using it everyday''
I got so curious and wanted to know what the heck was inside of it!
IT WAS A REMOVABLE MAKEUP STATION
I was so freaking happy! My makeup no longer needed to stay in a bunch of shoe boxes!

  Now all my makeup in resting in a pretty box! 

 

Got myself ExtraVirginMinerals from BodyShop! 

My babies 

 

I needed mascara, and when I found the ones I adored from the start, they had the StarWars logo on it!

It's a sign for me to watch it!

I actually got some perfume!
Yes!
And not just any perfume!
IT'S JOUR POUR FEMME!
From Hugo Boss.
I know I used to smell this perfume a lot in cruise ships but they were quite expensive
so I never thought I get them!
I freaked out when I got them in my hands!

 Got this very pretty necklace from out family friend in Lithuania.
IT'S SO PRETTY!
And it's gonna fit with so many of my clothes! 

 I got this adorable collection from auntie, it's a necklace that can have different pendants!
I always wanted to many necklaces but now I don't need them because I have these cuties!

 I also got.
A NEW PHONE.
Finally after years of suffering with my Sony Ericsson,
I got a good phone with a lot of storage.
It was a collection from my last years birthday money and this years birthday money.
My parents dipped in the rest as a birthday present and Christmas present.
It's a really good phone, very comfortable and huge!

 I also got a little gift from my honey 
I absolutely love pullover hoodies, they are super comfy and takes little effort to look good!
I found this running around Facebook  a lot,
so I told him if he had troubles figuring out what to get me, this would have been perfect.
And he got me it 
I absolutely love it!
I love the way it looks, love the color, love the print and absolutely love the fabric! 
I got him a StarWars Stormtrooper shirt, cuz he's a lil nerdy about that 

 I also got this lovely angel from my auntie on my birthday.
It's really pretty, and every time I look at it I remember the auntie I grew up with.
It reminds me a lot of her not only because she gave it to me, but because when I was little, she was my guardian angel 

 And of course, the biggest gift for the whole family, is our lovely Rajah 

 And my Christmas Outfit!
With my Werewolf Hair 

Daddy in the background! 

 

 I just love these lights in my room so I thought just to upload this! 

Merry Christmas everyone!

Reborn

These past few weeks I have been hooked on the series; Heroes Reborn.

I have been a huge fan of theirs series and it was a huge shocker for me when they cancelled them.

And now, recently they've come back which made me overly excited and happy!

 

In the beginning nothing made sense to me. I was confused but I hoped that it would make more sense to me later, and oooh it did!

The series are amazing, and I'm glad they were able to put these characters in a situation where they are all connected to the previous characters of Heroes. My most excited experience so far in the series, was being able to follow Noah. He's one of my most favorite characters and without him the series would never ever be the same!

 

 And of course, NBC bringing back Hiro Nakamura was probably the best decision they have ever made. That character always makes everything more fun.

And even so, Heroes always needs a Petrelli. I was quite glad Angela stayed in the series, she makes everything serious and we need a smart and intelligent character in Heroes!

Although, certain character in the series, which are new, are a bit boring. Haha, no lie. The story itself is very interesting and you get a lot of mind blowing scenes but since they are new it's gonna take time to get to know them better. There are characters who are interesting and fun and exciting to follow, and one of them is Tommy Clarke.

I had some mixed feelings about this character, and every single time I saw him I wondered about his passed more and more. Something was just not right. Until Noah decided to oh do something stupid, step on a bunch of butterflies and then my mind could no longer comprehend the amount of mind blows I have received. 

It.

Was.

Awesome.

This character is amazing, caring and loving just like his Mother, but still, I wonder, 

WHO'S THE FATHER??????! 

I'm sure everyone is.

And like every Heroes story, we need an asian. 

And this time it's a chick!

Miko is A-MA-ZING

This character was soooo fun to follow and I can't wait to find out more about her and what connections she has with Hiro and his sword. 

I hope the series are going to continue, I absolutely love these series and I want more more MORE!

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Away AFK

I'm going to be quite inactive here for a while due to me being in Lithuania!

Already been here for 5 days and I haven't told anyone about it.

It's really nice here, although the heat is absolutely killing me!!

Recently it got a bit cooler, which is nice but the wind isn't helping at all.

What I can tell you right now is that I have FINALLY, after so long, cut off my hair.

*Crowd screaming*

I know I know, like any other person might say, ''why would you cut that beauty!?''

The thing is, it started to get extremely difficult for me to have that length.

The weight on my head was unbearable and the tangles were enormous. 

I didn't cut it super short, I cut it to the length I think I know I can handle. 

Which is a bit medium length now.

Not only did I cut it, but also dyed it!

I stumbled on a hairdresser that was a bit concerned about me hair, she didn't want to ruin it completely due to the fact that I never dyed my hair before, never cut it, so she had no idea how my hair would react.

Instead of coloring it all bleach blond, she did some thick highlights that brightened my hair.

I didn't quite enjoy it.

Not the way it looks, but the fact that my hair is too healthy and I can barely do anything with it! XD

Although I'm enjoying it a little bit now, even though I'm planning on redyeing it in the future.

I can kind of understand why she didn't want to dye my hair blonde completely, nobody ever wants to ruin healthy hair.

When I get back to Sweden, there is going to be a loooot of stories of what I have done before I went to Lithuania, a little bit more about my graduation and of course, I am going to receive the answers from Uni soon. I'm quite stressed about it and wondering how it went. 

Either way I am hoping things are gonna be good.

That's all for now! <3

Graduation

It finally happened.

Today is the day I graduated!

I feel so happy but at the same time so sad.

Even through all those struggles in school, studies and project and life getting in the way, my class were the ones who made it all better.

I never had a class like that before, who's accepting and understanding in that way and I gotta say I learned a lot from them!

The celebration was amazing. I had a blast! There was music, dancing and pure out LOVE from everyone, including other classes. I made a few videos about the performances and the truck rides, I will add them later on because I still need to edit them and cut them and glue them and what not.

Before the celebration everyone met outside the school for some drinks, snacks catching up and sometimes a little tear. We had fun and laughed and we then we received class name tags. It was extremely excited and funny how everyone received their class name tags. Some had such hilarious ones! I was happy when I got mine. It says ''Classes Artist'' I literally puffed my chest up, waved at them all and said ''Finally! My art has been recognized and acknowledged!'' It was very heart warming to get these class tags, it's a way of naming a person in one word that you knew for 3 years that describes them in so many ways. 1 word that contains 1000 words. 

 And then there is of course the throat screaming truck.

In Sweden, you ride in a back of a caravan or truck that is being pulled by a huge vehicle with a decided class poster and some music to make the ride more awesome.

Party party and what not!

''If you think labor market is tragic, you should see our absence/attendance.''

Our class was lame at always showing up in time. 5, 10, 30 minutes late. Perhaps even an hour or two. To tell you the truth, many of my classmates, even TODAY, came a little late, but juuuuust in time!

 One of the most memorable times of the day was when I saw one of my ''before-friend'' coming towards the truck and waving to me. Our friendship kind of broke a few months back. When I saw him, I gave him a pouting upset look, but when I saw his face I couldn't help but smile and wave, so that he could drop that sadness and smile back.

He came near the truck to congratulate me on my graduation and gave me a little bag with a gift in it. It was heart warming. That even after such a long time, he hasn't forgotten me.

That's where when it was time for a reuniting fist bump.

I literally pulled my shoulder after that, but it was worth it for getting a good friend back.

What I learned from my class, life and my parents, is that everyone deserves a chance, be it one or one-thousand. A chance to make it all better between each other even if it's a raging flame of lava.

Gonna have to do some catching up to do with these peeps!

And one other thing, if you care about someone, don't ever ever EVER give up on them.

Watch them from afar but never leave them and always stretch a helping hand.

''Do those things to people, that you want to be done to you'' - My Mom. <3

''Do good to people so that they can do good to you'' - My Mom <3

(It is hard to translate from Lithuanian to English, especially that incredible sentence)

After such a huge celebration, I admit it, I'm tired. My make-up was running, my hair was fluffing, my eyes were falling.

Oh, I forgot to mention, I only had 4 hours of sleep!

The tension was getting to me!

After the celebration I've spent some lovely time with my parents, eating at an Asian restaurant and just bonding with them. I've had a whole new view of things, life and my parents. Right now I just have a huge need to be around them. Now that I have a chance I hope I will!

My parents also gave me my own, private photo-shoot <3

 Sassy <3

Rock that hat! Ah-Rock it haaaard!

 All pictures where taken near the waterfall in Vindeln

And then of course, every Princess, needs a King <3

My beloved Dad.

Worlds best Dad! Love you! 

And of course, my beautiful Queen <3

I love you Mom <3

You're the strongest person I know <3

 A few little gifts I got from my family and friends <3

Not all of them fit in the little table there but I'll bring you guys up for a close-up later!

 And of COURSE, I had to take a picture of my lovely graduation hat!

It has all the beautiful words of my beloved classmates inside <3

 So.

Graduation?

It feels great.

But at the same time,

Sad.

I still have so many regrets.

So many things I haven't done or said.

Never managed to open up.

But I guess all of that taught me that if I won't risk it, I won't brisk it.

But I can't dwell on it.

I gotta move forward.

And one things for sure, I feel FREE!

(Thanks Dad for the amazing pictures! <3)

''I got pushed, I fell down, I stood up, fixed my crown and walked away'' - (Queen of Spades)