Merry Christmas

It's.

Here.

Christmas, Holidays, New Year, FINALLY HERE! 

Even though I am writing this AFTER the Holiday, still gonna!

This year the Christmas Holiday wasn't a hyperactive, gift hunting, money wasting Holiday, it was more like a, chill, loving, friendly, warm Holiday.

For the fact that most of our money went to Rajah and my computer, we didn't buy each other super expensive and big stuff, but we still managed to have a great time.

Our family friend has invited us for dinner on Christmas Eve, so we went there and it was pretty sweet.

There were a lot of people, and for me in a big crowd is sometimes really scary!

 

We ate A LOT.
Pretty sure I gained some pounds!

This year was pretty much a PJ Christmas.
Everyone got PJs!

I got like, 3 pairs!

 After getting a fluffy sweater for my auntie, I decided to get one too!
They were just tooooo adorable!

  

I really wanted these pjs, I was asking them from mum and she got 'em for me!

 

I am a total sucker for footsies, they are warm and adorable!!

The ones on the right were given to me by our family friend, the ones on the left were gifted from my mum. 

She was running around the shop trying to find these, but unfortunately they were sold out. She spoke with the worker and mum said she saw the footsies on the mannequin and she asked if it was possible to get them off the mannequin and be sold, and now I have them! Thanks to mum! 

She lied to me though! She said ''sorry honey they were sold out!''

And I remember them still being on the mannequin, but when she told me they were sold out, I went to that shop and I saw that the socks were not on the mannequin anymore! When I opened it in the box, I got freaking happy! Mum still knows how to surprise me!

 Of course, I had to buy some pjs for myself too, because I know I needed new ones, I just didn't know I'll be getting so much! 

 So when mum was finished packing the gifts, there was this huuuuuuuuge packages for me.
Mum said ''you're going to be using it everyday''
I got so curious and wanted to know what the heck was inside of it!
IT WAS A REMOVABLE MAKEUP STATION
I was so freaking happy! My makeup no longer needed to stay in a bunch of shoe boxes!

  Now all my makeup in resting in a pretty box! 

 

Got myself ExtraVirginMinerals from BodyShop! 

My babies 

 

I needed mascara, and when I found the ones I adored from the start, they had the StarWars logo on it!

It's a sign for me to watch it!

I actually got some perfume!
Yes!
And not just any perfume!
IT'S JOUR POUR FEMME!
From Hugo Boss.
I know I used to smell this perfume a lot in cruise ships but they were quite expensive
so I never thought I get them!
I freaked out when I got them in my hands!

 Got this very pretty necklace from out family friend in Lithuania.
IT'S SO PRETTY!
And it's gonna fit with so many of my clothes! 

 I got this adorable collection from auntie, it's a necklace that can have different pendants!
I always wanted to many necklaces but now I don't need them because I have these cuties!

 I also got.
A NEW PHONE.
Finally after years of suffering with my Sony Ericsson,
I got a good phone with a lot of storage.
It was a collection from my last years birthday money and this years birthday money.
My parents dipped in the rest as a birthday present and Christmas present.
It's a really good phone, very comfortable and huge!

 I also got a little gift from my honey 
I absolutely love pullover hoodies, they are super comfy and takes little effort to look good!
I found this running around Facebook  a lot,
so I told him if he had troubles figuring out what to get me, this would have been perfect.
And he got me it 
I absolutely love it!
I love the way it looks, love the color, love the print and absolutely love the fabric! 
I got him a StarWars Stormtrooper shirt, cuz he's a lil nerdy about that 

 I also got this lovely angel from my auntie on my birthday.
It's really pretty, and every time I look at it I remember the auntie I grew up with.
It reminds me a lot of her not only because she gave it to me, but because when I was little, she was my guardian angel 

 And of course, the biggest gift for the whole family, is our lovely Rajah 

 And my Christmas Outfit!
With my Werewolf Hair 

Daddy in the background! 

 

 I just love these lights in my room so I thought just to upload this! 

Merry Christmas everyone!

Ask Me

I have been wondering about this for quite some time now and I thought this may not be such a bad idea.

Either way, I should give it a shot.

As any human being in this world, we go through a lot of shit and sometimes we don't know which path to take so we end up googling about advice which may or may not fit in our situation.

I had to deal with that a lot and I've also seen others suffer from it.

If you're in a situation where you want someone to listen to you and/or give you some advice or just vent, I can say this, you can come to me.

I'm not a professional at giving advice but I have experience more than I ever say and I thought that I should make the best of it and use my experience to help others.

If your situation will be difficult for me to give any correct advice, I will be sending you articles and explanations that I will think that may fit into your situation and perhaps will be able to help.

I've set up a contact form through wordpress.com where you can either enter your real name, random nick or contact me as an anonymous and explain to me your problem and I will see if I can help.

After I've read your email, I may be providing you some questions that will need to be answered to give me a better insight of your situation for me to be able to give you the correct advice.

Please note that this is not permanent. 

This feature may be removed later on if I will see that I'm not cut out for it.

These are the subjects that I am willing to provide any advice to;

Anxiety

Depression

Stress

Appetite loss

Health

Fear of ???

Friendship

Broken Friendships

How to Apologize

How to Forgive

How to stay true to yourself

How to tell the truth

How to stay honest with yourself

Bullying

Cyber Bullying

Period/Menstruation Cycle

Crushes

Love

Relationships

Violent Relationships

Broken Relationships

Parents

Violent Parents

Divorce/Break up

Alcoholic Problem

Bad Habits

Slouching

Hate upon oneself

Suicidal Thoughts

Cutting/Injuring oneself

Hating Life

Not finding a meaning in life

Hobbies

Skin Care

Acne

Hair Care

These are the main problems I am quite capable of helping out.

If there is any problem you are dealing with that has not been written on the list, please contact me and give me a brief explanation on what is going on and I will respond as soon as I can with either additional questions or telling you to seek help somewhere else.

Please do not put all your hope into me.

This is something I would like to try and see if I am capable of doing.

The pink ''E-Mail Me'' sticker will be on the right side of my blog with the text ''Ask Evee Advice'' text above it. Just click on it and it will send you to the page where you can write your contact form and your problem.

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Stay Strong!

NOTE: If I will be getting the same subject a few times from others, I will be posting my answers on the blog involving some of the subjects depending on what it is. I will NOT be posting your names. Everything you may write to me will be kept secret.

Graduation

It finally happened.

Today is the day I graduated!

I feel so happy but at the same time so sad.

Even through all those struggles in school, studies and project and life getting in the way, my class were the ones who made it all better.

I never had a class like that before, who's accepting and understanding in that way and I gotta say I learned a lot from them!

The celebration was amazing. I had a blast! There was music, dancing and pure out LOVE from everyone, including other classes. I made a few videos about the performances and the truck rides, I will add them later on because I still need to edit them and cut them and glue them and what not.

Before the celebration everyone met outside the school for some drinks, snacks catching up and sometimes a little tear. We had fun and laughed and we then we received class name tags. It was extremely excited and funny how everyone received their class name tags. Some had such hilarious ones! I was happy when I got mine. It says ''Classes Artist'' I literally puffed my chest up, waved at them all and said ''Finally! My art has been recognized and acknowledged!'' It was very heart warming to get these class tags, it's a way of naming a person in one word that you knew for 3 years that describes them in so many ways. 1 word that contains 1000 words. 

 And then there is of course the throat screaming truck.

In Sweden, you ride in a back of a caravan or truck that is being pulled by a huge vehicle with a decided class poster and some music to make the ride more awesome.

Party party and what not!

''If you think labor market is tragic, you should see our absence/attendance.''

Our class was lame at always showing up in time. 5, 10, 30 minutes late. Perhaps even an hour or two. To tell you the truth, many of my classmates, even TODAY, came a little late, but juuuuust in time!

 One of the most memorable times of the day was when I saw one of my ''before-friend'' coming towards the truck and waving to me. Our friendship kind of broke a few months back. When I saw him, I gave him a pouting upset look, but when I saw his face I couldn't help but smile and wave, so that he could drop that sadness and smile back.

He came near the truck to congratulate me on my graduation and gave me a little bag with a gift in it. It was heart warming. That even after such a long time, he hasn't forgotten me.

That's where when it was time for a reuniting fist bump.

I literally pulled my shoulder after that, but it was worth it for getting a good friend back.

What I learned from my class, life and my parents, is that everyone deserves a chance, be it one or one-thousand. A chance to make it all better between each other even if it's a raging flame of lava.

Gonna have to do some catching up to do with these peeps!

And one other thing, if you care about someone, don't ever ever EVER give up on them.

Watch them from afar but never leave them and always stretch a helping hand.

''Do those things to people, that you want to be done to you'' - My Mom. <3

''Do good to people so that they can do good to you'' - My Mom <3

(It is hard to translate from Lithuanian to English, especially that incredible sentence)

After such a huge celebration, I admit it, I'm tired. My make-up was running, my hair was fluffing, my eyes were falling.

Oh, I forgot to mention, I only had 4 hours of sleep!

The tension was getting to me!

After the celebration I've spent some lovely time with my parents, eating at an Asian restaurant and just bonding with them. I've had a whole new view of things, life and my parents. Right now I just have a huge need to be around them. Now that I have a chance I hope I will!

My parents also gave me my own, private photo-shoot <3

 Sassy <3

Rock that hat! Ah-Rock it haaaard!

 All pictures where taken near the waterfall in Vindeln

And then of course, every Princess, needs a King <3

My beloved Dad.

Worlds best Dad! Love you! 

And of course, my beautiful Queen <3

I love you Mom <3

You're the strongest person I know <3

 A few little gifts I got from my family and friends <3

Not all of them fit in the little table there but I'll bring you guys up for a close-up later!

 And of COURSE, I had to take a picture of my lovely graduation hat!

It has all the beautiful words of my beloved classmates inside <3

 So.

Graduation?

It feels great.

But at the same time,

Sad.

I still have so many regrets.

So many things I haven't done or said.

Never managed to open up.

But I guess all of that taught me that if I won't risk it, I won't brisk it.

But I can't dwell on it.

I gotta move forward.

And one things for sure, I feel FREE!

(Thanks Dad for the amazing pictures! <3)

''I got pushed, I fell down, I stood up, fixed my crown and walked away'' - (Queen of Spades)